For years I have seen my friends go off and doing great and amazing things. Throughout their grand
adventures they have kept some type of record of their travels. My friends who
went to London kept pictures, ticket stubs, and random trinkets of memories. Every
time they pick up and examine one of these items a flame of adventurous
inspiration behind their eyes is lit. That flame cannot be extinguished until
they've turned over every detail of the story of how they came to own that
little piece of their past. From diaries to letters to blogs like this one, I
have been able to watch each of them grow throughout their challenges and
experiences and they have always appreciated the gift that they had to look
back.
I want that. I have always wanted that.
So, I finally did something about it.
It was just over a year ago that I decided that Graduate School
would be the next chapter in my life. I had finally figured out what I wanted
to do and who I wanted to become and unfortunately for me, that meant two more
years of school and quite the financial investment. One step towards writing
this new chapter in my life included moving to downtown Chicago and paying way
too much for a closet on the 24th floor of a building in the heart
of the city. Another step included coming to the harsh realization that instead
of the fridge magically refilling itself when it looked a little empty, I had
to learn how to juggle ten grocery bags four blocks in the snow… in negative
temperatures. Very developmental.
Another step towards completing this wonderfully terrifying
chapter of my life was starting actual graduate school classes. Within my first
semester I was terrified, challenged, and wonderfully impacted by not only my
cohort but also my professors and TA’s.
One of the best things about graduate
school is that you are delving into things that you live and care for every
day. Plus, you get a lot of free counseling because being assigned papers
reflecting on who you are never ends. NEVER ENDS.
Through finding mentors who
have helped me learn how to be a better me I have come to the conclusion that
Student Affairs, though I’ve had many doubtful evenings with many more to come,
is definitely for me.
Finally, this brings us to the next chapter of my adventures after
college that will be happening this summer. Maine. Biddeford, Maine to be
exact. 17 hours and 21 minutes from where I live. 1,070 mere miles away from my
family and friends. I’m not nervous.
…… Actually I am. I realize that many of you have traveled
further, and lived away from your families and friends for much longer. But
what you must understand is that I have not. This is all a little new to me, so keep that in mind.
I will be working at the University of New England with their
Orientation staff. I have started this blog to document my adventures. Some
things that you can expect from this online diary are:
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Pictures
of whales. Somehow I will see one.
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Pictures
of me bragging about the various foods from the sea that I enjoy.
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Moments
of real, honest, and raw struggle with this experience.
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Many
MORE moments of reflection and happiness.
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A
whole lot of me nerding out over student affairs.
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